Interviewer: where do you see yourself in 5 years?
Me: I used escapist fantasies as a coping mechanism to get through years of trauma and therefore never learned how to plan for a real life future
Alternatively: I went through periods of depression so frequent and intense that I never considered that I’d actually make it to my 20s so now I’m kinda just making it up as I go
You ever get salty over something you know u have no right to be salty about and therefore u can’t talk about it without looking like a whiny bitch, so u just sit there marinating in ur own salt like some kind of human pickle
“binge watching” or as my adhd ass likes to see it….. i’ve 3 partially watched things open and i actually managed to get a few minutes into each of them!!!!!
“Binge watching” aka letting a show play for 4 hours in the background while I do 6 different things on my phone the entire time
“Binge watching”; hyper-focusing on a show for 26 hours straight because I can’t stop, I haven’t eaten since yesterday, I’ve delayed going to sleep 7 hours past when I should’ve just to watch this, I need help, please send help
I can’t start a new show without someone to watch it with me so i dont wander off. Like, hold me accountable
Do you every have one specific location or memory attached to a certain smell? Like I associate the smell of petrichor to my parent’s house, the smell of jasmine incense to my apartment in Bangkok and the smell of a rainy night’s breeze to a random alleyway that one time me and a friend ended up in while we got lost somewhere in Kyoto in the middle of the night.
The smell of red bull to long drives that would take the better part of the day, cause my dad used drown them in order to stay awake.
The smell of dogs and water and probably black mold with my best friend in high school, because her house always smelled like that.
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