I feel so accomplished.
Today I got all my exams for one class (of three) set up with disability services for the rest of the semester, got extensions on homework that could have absolutely murdered me because I was having technical issues and actually communicated with the teachers this time, and then DID THE HOMEWORK. ON TIME.
Still not balanced as well as I’d like because I have other assignments I’m putting off rn so I can decompress from the day, but hey. I got things accomplished, I got them accomplished well, and this…this is what I was missing the last time. I failed two of the classes I’m taking now–one of them twice–but now I have a much better handle on my personal life and scheduling, and I’m mentally and physically in a much better place.
There will be bad years. There will be backsliding. I still dissociate and have problems, but I am finally getting some real traction again.

Now to add “preparing my own meals again” to the list…just in time for New Year’s!